11dpiui...negative HPT...weird lower abdominal cramps all day....lower back pain...
Jesus, I was a fucking mess all day. I started feeling strange last night and had a crying jag with Itchy. He is so awesome! My rock and my best friend. I can't even put into words how much I love him. He held me and let me cry and just talked with me about every emotion I'm going through. Words of wisdom for the night: We can't do anything now. What is going to happen is going to happen. I love that he acknowledges his sadness when we aren't pregnant every month. But he also gives me credit for being the vessel on this crazy journey and the opportunity to grieve. Now...if I could just let go a bit and STOP analyzing EVERY. SINGLE. THING.
As of right now, the cramping has subsided a bit. And I sit here wondering if it is the calm before the storm. I have a beta on Friday. So that is 'D' day and then we will know for sure.
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